Drugs and their chemical reactions
A lot of people here in the Netherlands but in Greece also see drugs as the best way to explore the meaning of life.
But what if it is just a fake experience.
A fucking failure of the system to understand completely what is going on with your existence.
Are you sure you’re really ever going to understand what is going on with the life’s stuff or you feel like this.
Or you are just going well with the idea of feeling like you know where you belong.
Drugs are for lazy people that just want to puff their steady emotions and find their solutions instantly with no effort. For the lazy ones that look for the easiest and strait way to feel what they want to.
But have you ever felt the win after a struggle.
Have you ever felt that thriving emotion coming through your lungs and your vains. How powerful you feel then just for accomplishing all the things you have ever imagined for. And now you are experiencing them.
But after all you will say that we have that free will that construct us all to do whatever the fuck we feel is right for our life.
And that is my opinion for drug users.
And at the time I have some thc in my blood.
And felt right at the moment to express these thoughts.
Yes, maybe I am lazy
I knew that before drugs.
As a kid, I never tried for love.
I never searched for happiness.
I never gave my will to achieve.
Cause all my wills were already there.
Ready to pleasure me.
Not even asked for.
Not even realised what for.
And today I am a sucker for dopamine.
Her eyes were full of life
Her spirit was unique and brave enough to respect every human and
Defend herself in the best way possible
Spirits like these never existed before in this earth
And this girl fell in love with her with just one look
Their spirits aligned together
That girl was so spontaneous in her feelings and could fall in love with too many people at the same time
She admired people that were really authentic and real
And respect their uniqueness
Produced their own dreams and lived their own unique life
And love would keep her alive and vivid
And everyone thought she was weak
And she was
Weak to die
And not have the chance to feel again
Love
The one and only feeling that separates
Life from death
The feeling of having a creative thought
That your feeling that feels like discovering the world
That makes you think that spoiled people don’t deserve to be bothered but at the same time it’s a part of your existence
Feelings that mess with the mind
Crazy combinations of thoughts
that lead to feelings
that guide your moves
Untouchable things that manage your
touchable world
Impossible possibilities
Undissolved questions
Letters in a row
that are composing words
and then text
that composes thoughts
And thoughts that lead feelings
And feelings that lead the life
And the realization that I was wrong
And then I thought about how love and like can be combined in a word.
It’s “live”
Simple and brave enough
The most difficult part is not to read people’s minds
but to whom I’ll fall in
love.
Was one time
a girl that was travelling to South Africa.
And she loved this trip that almost changed her life.
The stars were making love to the universe every day in that tropical place.
And she fell in love with its moments.
But she couldn’t go back cause this place was too far from her home.
The only part that was left were some coins with the face of a deer·
She admired that beautiful small reminder of a place that she loved and couldn’t go back·
So she came up with an idea
And gave this collected coins to lovers that she couldn’t express her love cause it was out of her limits.
She could predict the exact moment before the sweet goodbye·
and gave it’s one of them a coin to remember her
“A beautiful deer coin for a beautiful as a deer person”
To lovers that never experienced their loving journey
They just tasted a small land
It ’s funny that I remember the first time that we met.
you were standing there in front of the pc so bored and quite frustrated with the life
I really enjoyed that I was the only enthusiast person in the room
like a cheerleader dancing alone.
It felt weird and gezellig at the moment.
Time by time you started expressing yourself more and it was quite interesting the ways that you were feeling
I couldn’t notice.
Then moment you laughed left me surprised at the moment you were focused on your thing.
So sweet and simple.
So underestimated and beautiful,
crazy
There was a time, this person
made a girl fall in love
with the vivid side of life.
She fall in love with this reality
and loved her perspectives
and dreams, even more.
She was awaken
and scary
and happy
that she felt free and vivid to
do whatever the fuck she
Wanted to.
Like the days that have never been here before.
She felt real again
Reborn
And so pleasant for this
Beautiful
Authentic
proudly Greek
Chevalier.
She felt strong again and proud to
be home.
Strong enough to fight for the good,
and alive enough to understand
that it is absurd.
But she had already one of them
by her side…